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Posted on: 2010-05-06 04:37:50

At it's finest I hope! and at it's saddest...

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What the fuck is the point? [A part of me that I hate... ] [Future ] [Dumbass ] [Psychology ] [World ] ["The Voices" ]
Posted on: 2010-04-13 12:50:17

I sit here staring at my computer screen, thinking about all of the shit I have done to lead to this point. I sit here and think, "Is there any point to all of this?" Why do we have colleges? Why do we have jobs? What is the point of all of these things?

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I feel like typing to... ["The Voices" ] [Picture ] [Insane Sleepy Rook ] [Bored ] [Dumbass ] [Sickness ] [World ] [Random Stuff ] [Interest ] [Thoughts ] [Computer ] [A part of me that I hate... ] [AA ]
Posted on: 2010-03-29 06:56:22

... well... no one really. Since one of you is having fun writing novels and working on our family history. The other has been so far back on his feeds and what not to even check this page (not like there is much to look at anyways) and is usually too tired and in pain from his job to do much else. So in a way, I am typing this rant to no one. Or maybe I'm not... The fuck if I know. There is nothing on this site to give way that anyone looks at it. The only tip off that there is anyone looking at is when someone bothers to post a reply. Then I just feel like an idiot... which since I am an idiot, it all works out... or something...

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Time... ["The Voices" ] [Psychology ] [A part of me that I hate... ]
Posted on: 2010-02-22 20:29:55

Time to put on the mask for the play. Time to act like someone I am not. Time to show the world someone that does not exist.

I cry when they tell me to cry. I laugh when they tell me to laugh. I die when they tell me to die.

At the end, when the curtain falls, I shall not be remembered. Nothing more than another face in the background. Nothing more than space being taken up.

Today, I put on my mask. I act like I enjoy being what I am. I show the world a side that does not truly exist. And in the end I will die with no one caring.

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Shattering the silence. [Psychology ] ["The Voices" ] [Insane Sleepy Rook ] [Thoughts ] [A part of me that I hate... ]
Posted on: 2009-12-13 22:23:38

I need something to get my brain working a little, so I'm going to type here a bit. The issue I was having earlier has thankfully been resolved without me even knowing it. I have a paper to turn in and the time that I could turn it in today was... well sometime before I got to the place. So I ended up a little pissed off about that, because the place was locked up. Luckily since I had turned it into turnitin.com today, it didn't really matter, as long as it isn't the twentieth when I do turn it in. On a random note, I once was inspired to write an epic "poem" of insanity... which I'm going to put up here for some reason... It's best not to question my logic... or lack of...

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Calming my nerves... [Encounters with the opposite gender. ] [Picture ] [Dumbass ] [Psychology ] [Murphy's Law ] [Computer ] [Thoughts ] [AA ] [A part of me that I hate... ]
Posted on: 2009-10-20 21:08:57

Ok, I've been rather up-nerved lately... Mostly because I had been ignoring a bastard for a week, got chewed out by someone on AA, and just am an idiot. That last one goes without saying really...

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Fuck.... [Psychology ] [The place where some learn... ] [A part of me that I hate... ]
Posted on: 2009-10-03 20:58:14

I suck at writing papers...

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I really fucking hate forums now. [AA ] [A part of me that I hate... ] [Thoughts ] [Computer ] [Psychology ] [World ]
Posted on: 2009-07-29 01:39:59

I hate to talk. I hate "talking" over the internet. I really fucking hate to "talk" on forums. Do you see a pattern?

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What the hell is wrong? [A part of me that I hate... ]
Posted on: 2008-09-28 01:23:34

Just what the fuck is wrong with me? Why do I conflicting personalities that I know will never go away?

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